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Monday, May 23rd, 2005
1:18 pm	Always the neck! My neck is playing up again. I hate it. Wonder why I always have this pain after sleeping while watching DVDs. Maybe it is a bad habit, and it leads to bad sleeping posture as pretty offten, I find myself waking up by the repetitive sounds of the menu section of the DVD, and my head has been flopped to a very unsightly position. I have been trying to break the bad sleeping habit now... but watching DVDs in bed makes me sleep! My neck has been giving me problems for about 2 weeks now, and the last time I got it was not too long ago, about 2 months back! I think I am damaging my body through habits like that. Maybe I need a new pillow. I was to go pillow hunting the weekend that passed, but I totally forgot about it even when I have this disturbing sensation. Urgh. Hate it. Sometimes I think it could be something that I have eaten, or something that I am not eating. Oh well, we will see how it goes. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Not listening to anything special. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 5th, 2005
1:09 pm	05-05-05 Interesting but scary at thesame time, isn't it? What am I talking about? I am talking about the date today. It is 05-05-05. The fifth day of the fifth month of the fifth year into the millennium. It is like in a pokie room, and you win something when three of the same pictures/images falls into place, side-by-side. But how often does this happen? Not in our lifetime. Not anymore. Now that is the scary part. Unless you plan on living to be 125+ years old. Now are we to stay and wait for something to happen? This is my input for the day. The day of excitement and fear. ;) Current Mood: amused Current Music: Delta Goodrem's Here I Am (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005
12:20 pm	Creeping along slowly The week is crawling slowly. Music is keeling me alive. Take my time away. I wanna go home. Usher in the new hour. Give me the time to go home. Sing my tunes. Scream my name. I wanna go home. What's up with me? Current Mood: bored Current Music: Morcheeba's Everybody Loves A Loser (Comment on this)
Friday, April 29th, 2005
5:14 pm	I feel strange... Work has been really weird today. It all began yesterday. Two of the guys in the office was asked to leave. The same old "due to budget reasons" excuse. It was not the right thing to do. And one of the people who left was bringing in more money than the other sales people. It's the company's loss I guess. I think there are more personal reasons rather than work reasons involved in the whole thing. Politics. Hate it. It came as a shock. A sudden news when the publication when out to print. The whole team was called in to the conference room, and the outcome was that. Two people got the boot. And we all know that it is not the end of the mini massacre... Today there was another meeting with one of the best graphic designers on board with us. Well-known for all his work with us, and elsewhere. He did not get the sack, but he was required only a week a month now, and that is no way to treat people the way the company did. I feel so sad and sorry for all of them, and the workplace just felt so different. My work remains the same, the workload remains the same. Just the environment changed. It got quiet all of a sudden without the voice of the 2 people who left yesterday. This company is run weirdly. I don;t get it sometimes, even when I try. I feel so confused and very afraid that I might get the boot soon. Am I the next to go. I asked my immediate supervisor, and he said that I am safe, as I am important in the company. But I don;t like the feeling of seeing people being in the position where their wallets are dangling on a thin thread, and they are walking on thin ice. Come Monday, and I will feel funny, really confused. I feel strange. Current Mood: confused Current Music: Anthony Callea's Rain (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
5:08 pm	Anzac Day tourist Robyn, a friend from Singapore was down. She was already studying in Melbourne, but she came up to visit her best friend, and took the opportunity to catch up with me. Have known her for 8 years, and only met for not over 4 times, including Sunday. But we chatted like we know each other for ages! Anyway, it was her first time in Sydney and I was happy to take her to some of the more memorable places. First to Birkenhead point to shop, and then to Watsons Bay to walk and to check out the guys cruising along the cliff, then to Kirabilli, Milsons Point, and McMahons Point. Full on for that day. But it was fun, especially at Watsons Bay. Walking in the National Park, and I will go "There's one cruising for you." "That one's waiting for the other one." He looks cute..." "Nice body..." And of course countless of questions surfaced and I had to answer them, but nothing too difficult to answer anyways... As we were walking back to the car, I met a familiar face. It was Vasek, the guy who wanted to pick me up at Mardi Gras party, and Robyn reckon he is gorgeous. Of course he is. Nice smile and all. We talked a bit while his friend was waiting impatiently 3 metres away from him, looking everywhere except at us. Who cares. If you date cannot keep his eyes to you, then go fuck yourself, sister! hahaha! It was funny when I introduced my partner to him one day at Stonewall, and Vasek was just hoping that I would go home with him, cos he was a bit drunk (he claimed), waiting for my answer, he just asked..."Is that your boyfriend?" And I said,"Yes." He just went "Sorry. Sorry." Hahahaha! Flashed that Warm smile again, and talked about other things. That was funny. Vasek, that reputed slut of a man. Gorgeous boy from Checkoslovakia. My honey is still better in personality, nonetheless. ;) HE ROCKZ! Current Mood: excited Current Music: Casey Donovan's What's Going On (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 21st, 2005
10:06 pm	Mysterious Launch Party I was handed a little business card-sized invite yesterday for some launch party. Looking at the card, it just states the date, an address, and the website all on one side of it. On the other side, there is a huge ABSOLUT on it. It is the exact same logo of the vodka that we all love and hate at the same time. No one knows much about this interesting launch. It was a nationwide launch, which includes Perth, Melbourne, Brisbane and Sydney. All within 4 days, the nation will be stupidly slapped by the introduction of this product. But what is it? The Sydney launch was held in a venue that has been closed for years, and never been opened since the last pub welcomed it's last patron. Initially I was not that keen on the idea, but the more I questioned, the more intrigued I got, and I knew I had to attend. We were also thinking it must be some sort of launch for a new Absolute Vodka drink. After work, we took a stroll on our own, as we all left work at different time, and surprisingly met somewhere unknowing of the presence of the other. Soon we decided to just go together. As we approached this forgotten venue, We were greeted by bouncers at the front of this brightly lit location, filled with little bottles never seen before, with a mini stage with a full set of musical instruments, plus a bar with extremely gorgeous bar staff, both males and females. There were people already in there. Obviously they knew about this through the card we also received. We then knew that it is very low key, low profile event to introduce the new arrival of Absolut Cut. We got a free bottle each from the bar, and tasted it firsthand. Very refreshing. It is like those Breezers, and Cruisers, just that it is by Absolut. It is a blend of Absolut Vodka and some citrus fruits that made it taste surprisingly irresistible! The venue was filled with stylish people. Perfect hair, beautiful girls, and hunky gorgeous men. It was a feast for the eyes. My eyes left the bar staff, and roamed at many around me. The coasters were made of industrial steel, cut to the pattern of the cuts on the bottles, with a small print 'Absolut Cut' in a corner. There were heavy. The organiser must have spent quite a bit of moolah for the event's wow-factor. Met quite a few new people, and people whom I have not seen in ages. Hairdressers, advertisers, stylists, ... and of course not forgetting the posers. No party of that sort can do without the posers who stands around in their oh-look-at-me clothes. Am I being a bitch? maybe. Ha! My colleague and I took quite a few coasters, say about 8 each... and boy, their weight you down, even when they are in your bag! If they are in your pants/jeans pockets, a belt would be well utilised to keep them up. Yes, it is that heavy! More about the drink. So that drink we had would be introduced nationwide within 4 days, all beginning from where it all begins - Sydney. Had two drinks, and I felt a bit tipsy already, and I did not care about the people, I just wanted to go. If I stayed a minute longer, I would just get more Cuts, and get drunk. No money, no time. Hahaha!! Anyway, That is the end of my day. If anyone is interested. The website on the invitation card is www.cuts.com.au Check it out. So mysterious, it does not even tell you what it is all about, just the place, and the date and time. Before the event, it was just a countdown of the days, hours, minutes, and even seconds! Beware! Absolut Cuts will be right in your face, and no one will be going for Vodka Cruisers, and Barcardi Breezers. They are out. Cuts are in. Current Mood: tipsy Current Music: Fairground Attraction's Perfect (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
10:25 am	Am I sick or AM I sick? Am I sick or AM I sick?! Literally sick, not in the perverted sense. I have been feeling so blue and a bit hazy since a few days back. I just realised today that I have got a mild case of food poisoning (diagnosed myself). I have been running to the toilet last night, and even this morning. Now that I am at work, I am still feeling the urge to run to the toilet after yet another deposit when I stepped in to work. Must be the rolls I made for myself the other day. I think I will stay away from sandwiches and roll-stuff. I won't want o go back now as I have got to see a publication go out. I don't want to just leave. Work commitments. I think after the publication goes out, I will go home. Today, the toilet and I, are the best-est of friends! Current Mood: Cranky Current Music: Il Divo's Sei Parte Ormai De Me (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
3:35 pm	What is wrong with me?! I have been sleeping well for the past few weeks, ...well, other than that horrific day when i woke up with a massive neck pain and I couldn't move my neck properly for about 4 days, today I woke up feeling like crap! I usually don't feel crappy after walking to the train station singing to my songs in my iPod (people thinking I am crazy), but today, my energy just went down down down! What is going on?! I thought just by popping in some pills, I am able to get past it, but NO! Those stupid things did not work. Anyways, It is afternoon, and I am still feeling hazy. Maybe I need a break from work. I have not had a break since 2 and a half years back. It is terrible. I blame this on teh weather change. Work is treating me alright. I am a bit flat out already. It's only Tuesday and I think I am going to be really sick and tired of it by Friday arvo. Publications going out one after another this whole week. Oh well. ANZAC day this Sunday. Public holiday on Monday! That would be good for me to catch up with my private life, and all the stuff that I want to do. I need a massage. Tomorrow is Massage Day! Current Mood: grumpy Current Music: Morcheeba's Summertime (Comment on this)
Monday, April 18th, 2005
4:46 pm	Singing the blues on Monday I am so tired. Went to Canberra on Saturday and back within a day. The drive there was fine, maybe cos I was in a good mood and very lively at 6.30am! I did not hvae to drive though. I had my colleague/friend driving. All I did was sit, listen to music, and talk, and scream "COW!!!", when i see a cow. Also scream "SHEEP!!" when I saw one. That is my entertainment in teh car other than talking to my colleague. We headed to Canberra to see 2 clients. Not mine. I was more or less tagging along as I did not have much to do on that Saturday. But I know one of teh clients as I do contact him once in a while. nice guy and all. Oh well. Got back to Canberra at about 8pm, and I felt drained, just from sitting and keeping awake throughout the journey. Even slept at 3am. maybe it's my fault, as I refused to rest. Deciding to let my body drain off all its energy, and I can have a good night's rest. BUT my special somone wanted to go home at 11.30am Sunday, so I only had a few hours of broken sleep. :( Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: Jesse McCartney's Beautiful Soul (Comment on this)
Friday, March 11th, 2005
1:27 pm	Bad week, but getting better! Mardi Gras just ended, and boy did I party! I went for the parade in Oxford Street. Couldn't see much as there were walls and walls of people, piled up on the side of the railings. Then went for the party, half pissed. Then left at 2.30am as there were too many people there... like 19,000 people, all squashed in Fox Studios. I think that is the whole idea, to get body-to-body contact. After the Fox event, we went back to Oxford street, half drunk again, and partied there till 5.30am. Well I was constantly in a half-pissed mode since there were nice guys to buy me drinks constantly. How nice of them. Luckily they just did cos I was talking to them, and I seemed nice... when I am drunk. Hahahaha! Oh well. Went home to sleep. The next day I went for Queer Nation party at home nightclub in Darling Harbour, and boy that was great! If I did not have to work the next day, I would have just stayed there till dawn! Oh well, next time, I will take a day off. :) Work has been really tiring for me through the week. This week, I was in the process of adding another responsibility to my current role. I had to be in charge of classifieds sales for a publication. It was alright, but when i realised that most of the existing customers did not know the new rates, they flipped, and I had to cop it all. Oh well, that is what you do when you have got mostly escorts as your clients. Most of them are nice people though, not stuck up. After a few runs on the new role, I had a meeting with boss, and the lady in charge of it before it got transferred to me. The meeting went well, laughed, and sorted out everything. So that was all fine and well. I am not happier, and dandier. Most of the shit was laid out yesterday, today is pretty quiet till Monday when it will be really busy. But I am kinda looking forward to it. This weekend is going to be really quiet and slow (it'd better be), after rushing through the week like crazy. Wonder what it is really like to be an escort. ;) Have I got it? Opps, I hear Scott in my head saying "You'd better not be!" Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Tina Arena's God Only Knows (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 3rd, 2005
12:35 pm	Mardi Gras It's been a long time since I actually wrote something here. DOn;t know what spurred me to write though, but here I am anyway, penning something. So I thought to write about the Mardi Gras festival. This weekend is the weekend where many will be out to party and ogle at pretty boys at every main street, every corner, every back street, every remote lanes in and around Oxford Street. But trust me, they will all disappear once this weekend is over. The street will be like a ghost town. History repeats itself in that come-and-go pattern. There is the parade this Saturday. It'd be fun watching the dykes-on-bikes, and will be on a look out of the ever-gorgeous, ever-active, ever-creative float from the Americans. Hope it will not rain like the past few years. Not like I would care much since I am not going for the after parade party at Fox Studios. I was saving to go for it, but decided against it for my fridge. You see, I would rather get a fridge than to go for some party. Oh well. maybe Sleazeball 2005? Hahaha! Who knows. Just about 2 days back, I was given a free complimentary for the Queer Nation party at Home on Sunday! Now that was a surprise, since I thought the weekend would just die without me even knowing. The unfortunate thing is that I have got to go back to work on Monday, and so I can't stay out all night. PLUS no one I know is going with me, so I would just pop in, say hi to some people there, and pop back out. People would kill for my ticket, since it is free. I got it from work. As we do publish one of Sydney's popular magazines, we do get freebies to events. This is one of the perks working where I am, I guess. But whatever it is, I am sure next week will arrive faster than I want it to. Yawn. Oh well! Boring! Places to meet, people to do! *walks away* Current Mood: blah Current Music: Tamyra Grey's Stars (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 12th, 2005
9:39 am	Wrote this when I was working yesterday. Hello, I was wondering about nothing. Nothing at all. But I thought of saying something about something but it turned out that I am saying something about nothing. It is hard wanting to say something about something when you have nothing, and then uttering nothing. Nothing is the topic I suppose, so it will be something to write about, although it seems to everyone that it is nothing at all. Nothing is basically the lack of something, or anything that has got to do with something or associated, or related to something. But none of that exists in this topic, and nothing is created. Or should I say that something is not created to become nothing. Whatever it is, Now we have something. An email. Isn’t that something? Current Mood: silly Current Music: Darren Haye's Good Enough (6 Comments |Comment on this)
9:37 am	To Realize... To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one hour: Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. To realize The value of one millisecond: Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics. To realize the value of a friend: Lose one. Time waits For no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. Current Mood: ditzy Current Music: Darren Haye's I Miss You (Comment on this)
Friday, January 7th, 2005
4:11 pm	I was doing nothing much at work these two days as there just isn't much for me to do! So I surf the net, and talk to colleagues who does not have much to do either. As I was looking through my friends' LiveJournal, I did a Horny test... and I am: You have an active sex life and you enjoy it, though its not the most important thing in your life, your horniness factor is about 50-70% How Horny Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Now says who I am sexually INACTIVE!? Weekend is here. I look forward to see Lazy Kings on Saturday at Olympic Park, that would be fun fun fun! Current Mood: naughty Current Music: Murk vs Kristine W.'s Some Lovin' (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
3:24 pm	New Year and looking forward to 2006 already! The new year started with a blast after reflecting on how far I have come, and how well I have done (in my own standard). I have schieved most of what I wanted to achieve in 2004. Most of which realised only at the end of the year, some were gradual and progressive. By whatever it is. It is true that: Good things come to those who wait. It is 2005 and I am back at work. The mind is still pondering about how relaxing my holidays were. Of course many out there esp in Asia are suffering quite a bit. Let's not get into that Tsunami thing, since it has been in the media 24/7. I am so looking forward to the next 360 days when I can finslly let my hair down again and enjoy another year of happiness. I am sure good things are in store for me this year, if not the next. I am sure of that. Just have to sus out the opportunities and then take the chances. Happy New Year to all, and wishing all a great year ahead. Current Mood: optimistic Current Music: Tina Arena's God Only Knows (Comment on this)
Friday, December 24th, 2004
12:16 pm	Company's Christmas Pool Party on Friday 17th December 2004 It was held in a beautiful mansion in the Eastern Suburbs, the house of the General Manager and his partner. 2-storey house with a swimming pool. Very classy. Minimalistic furnishing, but looks just right. Anything more will break the look and will be deemed as too crowded. Tasteful. Sexy. Gay. Arrived there at about 8pm, and the bouncer at the front making sure that my name is on the list. Got in and was greeted by a security guard, and a sexy foxy lady with a tray of drinks asking me what I would like to drink. I chose a white wine for a start. Wondered within the house and discovered that everyone was hanging out by the pool. WEnt there, and it was not a huge crowd, but was soon assured that the people will flow in soon. At times like Christmas, everyone has to rush to attend all the dinners and parties, so no one can be in one place for too long. But this was worth it. Soon after seeing my colleagues, some food arrived. The food was so yummy! Finger food, but not crappy ones. Very nice. Lamb on skewers, chicken drumsticks (note that they are not the little drumlets), spring rolls, crackers with salmon or some form of delicious patte. There are other stuff but did not quite get to see what they were. The food was on a plate, hoisted to chest level by muscular topless men in board-shorts. Very sexy. Tight asses all over the place. Soon the place was filled with beautiful people, and hunky men. It was no joke! The DJ was spinning just at the area joining the pool. The music was top 40s and dance, with a hint of house. No techno, no trance. phew... if not it would be a mismatch. The next thing I knew, I was smoking like crazy, talking to many different people, being introduced to people, drinking my second Lemon Ruski. I needed to go to the toilet. The queue was so long for the toilet1 I guess everyone had to powder their noses, if not they have simply drunk too much. I couldn't wait, plus that bitch sitting in front of the queue was talking, with her back facing the opposite direction and not realising that many people have cut in front of her. Bitch, tramp. Anyway, I dropped out of the queue, since I have been at the end for the past 10 to 15 minutes. I walked out of the house, and went to some nearby streets and relieved myself. It was a slope, so I witnessed the stream down the road, infront of quite a number driveways of other beautiful houses! That much pee, that much coverage across that distance. Hahahaha! I went back to the party, and I was greeted with more drinks! So I chose a Barcardi Breezeer for a change... or was that a Vodka Cruiser? I cannot remember. So after a short while I was on my 3rd bottle of drinks. So I felt my hand was a bit empty and it was not nice to fill them with people's crouches and arses, so I went to the kitchen, stood outside for the guys to come out and ask what I wanted. As I waited, I noticed the kitchen. It was very big, with a marble-top island in the middle of it. The kitchen was fully-equiped, like that of a restaurant. Fully stainless steel, hug convection ovens, HUGE sinks with the spray taps hanging from them. It was like you're looking into a restaurant kitchen, but much much cleaner! Anyway, got a drink. They ran out of breezers or cruisers, so I settled for a Heineken Beer. Got back to the pool again. In the pool, there were a few guys swimming. Great bodies. Great illusion of nakedness with the underwater lights, and the swishing and splashing of water around them. They started to play about, liek kids. So nice to just stand and watch. Saw my editor standing there and smoking, so I joined him smoking at the corner... Noticed that he was puttin it out midway, I asked why. He said that it was marijuana. He offered, I just took it then, we shared the rest. I remember complimenting the quality of it, being smooth and very easy to take. He said cos it has a filter and there is 90% of the cig was filled with marijuana, and only 10% with normal cig-grass. We finished that, and the next thing I knew, I was wooooozy. I sat on the ground and started to rest. Soon, I felt like throwing up. Which I made sure that no one was around me, and I let it all out on the grass. I remember having a few people coming up to me asking if I was alright. Nice people. Can;'t tell if they were goodlooking or not, since I has blurry vision. Anyway, I stumbled to my car, and slept there for an hour before heading home. Boy, Scott was angry, cos I promised him that I won't take drugs. Morals of the story is: 1) Don't take drugs 2) If you take Marijuana, don;t mix with alcohol 3) Don't drink and drive 4) Keep your promises 5) Apologise to partner if you made the promise to him/her 6) To get to a party like that, be in a company that has taste Hahaha! Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! Current Mood: crazy Current Music: India Arie's Beautiful (1 Comment |Comment on this)
12:08 pm	Christmas Eve, Santa is getting horny! Christmas Eve! I cannot wait for the day to arrive. Exchange of presents and the ripping of teh wrapping. I even wonder why do people wrap it up all nicely just to have them ripped through without even noticing the effort that gone into the wrapping! Now I am thinking of the Japanese stuff that has nice packaging and all. It's the thing that is more imporatnt, the things within! Not just the shell. You know like choosing a partner... it is so ironic that most people focus on the shell of the other party and not care about the inside, but when it comes to presents, they care so much about the inside. Poopheads. Scott is getting me many presents this Christmas. He is very excited about Christmas. He says he is going to make this the most special one, since the opast two Christmas here in Sydney, I have done absolutely nothing. Not very memorable. So he is going to give me a ball of a time! I trust he will... He has already given me a laptop table from Freedom! The one that I have been eyeing for ages! Even tried to bluff me by saying that it is for his flatmate's friend, when I picked him up from work. Liar! He couldn't keep that secret. I know how he works when he tries to lie. He has a few more in store... fro me... plus a gorgeous lunch he is preparing. I am so looking forward to it! I feel great! I have gotten him something too... but not saying just in case he is reading somewhere out there. HAHAHAHA! Current Mood: excited Current Music: Mariah Carey's Hero (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
9:33 am	I Am Found I was once in a mess, but I was slowly gathered. I was once broken, but I was repaired. I was once ill tempered, but I was taught to simmer. I was once lonely, but I was accompanied. I was once without direction, but I was guided. I was once afraid, but I was strong enough to fight. I was once without faith, but I was shown unconditionally. I was once single, but I was swept off my feet. ...I was lost, but I was found. I love the one who loves me. Scott, I love you. Current Mood: loved Current Music: The Reason, by Hoobastank (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, December 20th, 2004
2:58 pm	Weekend What did I do this weekend? My weekend started off on Friday night...Went to the company's Christmas Party at the GM's house. Beautiful house. 2 storey house in Vauclase, not like you's know, but it is in the Eastern Suburbs. The décor, is so minimalistic, but seems just right. Anything more will kill the effect and look a bit crowded. It is like 6th Ave in Singapore, but the hosues are bigger and nicer. They had a swimming pool there too! Fun like hell. Everyone got drunk! Me included. There were clients of the company there too, and so we drank and ate the nibblies that went around on a plate carried by topless guys who are all sexy and muscular. Mmmmm... Oh, there were security guard and a bouncer too, for the party, so tight security. Their kitchen is like that of a restaurant! Very metalic, and is decked in full restaurant style equipment! Very nice! I got drunk and stoned too (if you know what I mean), all at the same time. When it hit me, I had to go down. After resting on the grass patch for about 15 minutes, I threw up the food that was served to me by the gorgeous men. I staggered to my car and slept there for an hour then I was fine. Then drove back at about 1am. So early and was drunk, and stoned. So tragic. Saturday I stayed at home and did nothing but lie around. It was such a lazy day. At night just picked Scott from work, and he stayed over. Sunday, I went out with Ben. At night, I cooked Speghetti for all 3 of us. That is about it. Quite nice weekend. I enjoyed it. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Angel Eyes, by Paulini (Comment on this)
Friday, December 17th, 2004
1:03 pm	Santa Claus is cuming ... as if I am able to make an imaginary lump of person cum. Geesus! Anyway, it has been a while since I wrote in here. My life has turned for the better it seemed. Boyfriend and I are strong, and we managed to last through a year of hell in our own personal lives, but shared them well, and are pulling through. It is not easy, we all know how it is. What we lacked sometimes is focus. Give and take. My new job is getting me happiness too. It's a cool place. I am enjoying myself like never before. (1 Comment |Comment on this)